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My Transformation Story-Part IIHope you liked PART I and now I presenting PART II, hope you enjoying it, and Kindly be reminded that you are free to say your comments and judgements, NOW I LET YOU WITH PART II:I was a closed secluded boy, had no friends at all, spending most of my time staying in my room where I living my secret life as a girl.Even I was shopping and purchasing my girly outfits and makeup tools from my own pocket money, also I was spending long time browsing on internet for what I love like girly outfits and girly acting videos and started to learn to put makeup moreover I was practicing to get a curvy shape same as girls focusing especially on my waist, my hips and my butt area plus to get flexible and loosen up to have more fluid body movements to be able to sway my hips all I want like girls do while walking. Even more with practicing to walk in high heels, dancing, swinging and talking like girls, all of that kept me very busy behind my closed door.All of that and still my mind getting captured by the inner thoughts and insisting desires of imitating my mother with her guests and trying such interesting and excited things, those thoughts never left my head and my imagination keeping insisting on my mind and picturing me instead of my mother with adult men doing me same as the guests do with my mother even those thoughts were chasing me in my dreams all time changing me from deep inside, feeling strange things inside me demanding those exciting things badly making me desiring that more and more but still don’t know exactly I should do about that.One day, while I was browsing on internet, I accidently accessed to a porn website, I was shocked as I watched scenes same as my mother doing with her guests and I was feeling like something attracting me, capturing me mentally and getting me hypnotic, u*********s, insensible and got curious to discover and know more about that world and I started learning all about sex, all sexual activities and fantasies, watching porn movies all time continuously with no stop.I was very impressed with all things and However I was born as a boy, the girls roles were the closest to my heart and was watching the girls carefully, how they acting, swinging, behaving and dealing with their men and seducing them, making me insist to know the feminine nature more and more.Porn movies made me realized more about the Femininity that I was looking forward, the females are created naturally to serve males in all ways they require, that’s why the female are meant to be with special characteristics to do the natural purpose that they created for in the perfect way, The Female are born with a nature personality like Barbie, beautiful bahis firmaları and pretty but dumb dummy, sexy & seductive but empty-headed, symbol of giving, innocent, pure but passive, Obedient, Shy but licentious, slutty even with demanding Lustful nature, and yet their weak, sensitive and soft nature, their Nature bearing pains, natural ability to do anything even unwillingly, with servant nature, slaves & being sub.Plus that, the females are created supported with a natural physicality to meet the males’ desires, their requirements and getting their satisfaction, as the softness, their hair, flexibility, loosing up fluid body, with two soft protruding organs on the upper front of their bodies that secrete milk called breasts, soft skin, Two swinging protruding curvy hips and 3 fuck holes, the pussy; the feminine genitals opening, the asshole; opening at the end of the lower back of their bodies between the two soft protruding hips plus the mouth with their sensitive lips.All those tools & characteristics naturally created in the females’ bodies for one purpose only which is serving men in all ways they desire whatever they are nothing else, even the girls find their pleasure and enjoyment through their real role that they got their feminine nature for, the females enjoying their beauty and use it to enjoy and seduce the men to using them, so it’s common enjoyment between the males and females, males enjoy using females and females enjoy getting used by males.And Despite of all of that porn senses I was watching, and my being as naturally boy, instead of getting aroused and get my penis erected hard same as men in the porn movies, that never happened at all even my tiny penis had no reaction at all and never aroused, only dangling with no use except pee, even on opposite, I got other unexpected different feelings, something inner shuddering me, struggling deep inside me, effervescing to come out, Something pulling me toward the girls in the porn movies, something made me thinking about why not if I were in the porn girls’ place, being like them, beautiful and slutty getting fucked rough and used by adult men in all ways they desire and being at their service.Mixture of mess confusing thoughts and feeling going inside me, like something wanted routing out inside me to come to the light, I was feeling like there was a real girl, Real complete female buried deep inside me and she was trying to find her way out insistently arousing all my senses more and more.Those repressed desires caught me all time, could not sleep or eat or even did not let me live naturally. only that thought of being a slutty girl same like the porn movies dominating my entity entirely, kaçak iddaa day by day and the desire increasing more and more wanted to come out to the light, but my lack of self-confidence and my fears were barely reining that desire.Although I was afraid from showing off that desire in real life, that did not stop me to enjoy myself in private, I was thinking about that desires all time, picturing myself as sexy slutty girl getting fucked by many men and getting well used in all ways they desire, that made me at least start to try to imitate the porn stars in the movies in their looks, movements, outfits everything except the meant point which is the sex, because I could not share such things with others even I had no close friends to talk about that, that’s why I was living in my new small world enjoying myself closed inside my room away from all people.At That time, I finally understood that my mother was totally slutty cougar with a huge lust same as the porn stars in the movies and I also realized that she was cheating on my father all the time in his absence.I really felt like I know my mother even better than before and recognized that she was never getting satisfied enough from my father, That’s why She was seducing, inviting and meeting many other men trying to get her pleasure and doing her natural role and meeting her demanding feminine needs’ appeal, turning off her own flammable lust and expressing and feeling her own self as female in the lifeReally I never tried to judge my mother even I was started to excuse her about what she was doing, I saw that she was trying to get her rights as a female even more I was very impressed and proud of her that she depended on her own self and found the way to her pleasure breaking all restrains and fears even if that is against the Arab’s traditions.And I found myself was not minding that she is a slut at all even I started looking at her as a live example of the porn girls trying to get her and feeling herself as a desirable and wanted female and being at the center of attention of the men by serving as many men as possible.Honestly I was enjoying watching her getting fucked and used by her guests all the time arousing me and increasing my lust more and more to be a girl to be like her and to follow her leads to be real slutty girl hoping to get a real chance one day to express myself as a real female in real same as my mother doing.Due to that, I started to take that desires serious and I increased my girly training and working on myself, imitating my mother and the porn girls in their voices, shape, movement and style, even more I started daring to try fingering my tight asshole for my first time that kaçak bahis was very horrible, barely pushing my finger against my asshole that was very tight and looked like that refused to let anything in, that was hurting me a lot and I was shivering suffering and getting sweaty trying to defeat my asshole but for a moment, I could not handle that pain any more but I found my insisting desire kept me continue more and more till finally I barely shoved my finger entirely and kept in defeating my asshole with a strong sob coming from my throat due to unbearable pain making me screaming and crying started feeling strong shivering then after while I got released feeling with a kind of adapting & comfort through that pain and started to get relaxed and pleased finally after that suffering even felt my lust started getting formed and transformed part by part insisting to keep fingering my asshole more and more doing harder and harder, faster and faster and while that I found myself suffering but still keep fingering my asshole without stop and started to feel that I can bearing that even getting maximum lust asking for more and more however the pain and found myself naturally reacting with moaning and hum like my mother and the porn girl doing while they getting fucked. More and more I kept fingering harder and faster till I fell sleep exhausted and my asshole got loose.It was a very big step to me to do such that for my first time in my life, and that became a main training for myself even I was feeling that I was getting more girly day by day.Not only that but I started thinking to try to fuck myself with toys even started to try to shove small toys in my ass that were barely getting shoved that causing more pain and hurt more but I was trying to bear that but with every single thrust, I was hurt more and more but never surrendered and insisting to keep fucking more and more till I felt that my entire hips totally loosen and my asshole gaping asking for more fucking.Day by day, the lust increasing more and more without stop even I started to adapted to the pain of my ass and ask for more and with every shove of my fingers or toys I was getting more feminine and weak igniting my inner lust more pushing the inner girl narrowly out more and more.Although I was used to fucking my asshole with my fingers and toys, I well knew that nothing can be compared with my asshole getting fucked by real adult man with his huge cock and hoping to get that in real one day.Even more, I was fucking myself in my room listening to my mother’s arousing moaning and screaming while she getting fucked by her guests, also I was fucking myself at her bedroom door while I was watching her with her men through the door lock slot and imagining myself in her place and trying to live that dream hoping to achieve it in real one day.……………………………………………..……..………To Be Continued…………………..…………………………………….deleted

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