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FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!

My asshole hurts sooooo much and it’s so gross and what Sir made me do today was soooo gross and now I’m going to be doing it all week with Laura!!!!!! I can’t sit still because he’s made me wear a totally skeevy butt plug and he’s got the Slut Trainer® in me and he’s still fucking with me and I’m soooooo close to cumming. And my nipples are soooo sore and everything is so sensitive and he’s told me I can’t cum, but everything is making me feel like cumming!!! But that’s not the only thing! It’s Laura. She was all over me at school yesterday but she knows she’s supposed to be cool, but Melissa and Shauna are like totally ‘wassup???’ and what can I say??? But it’s worse than that! She told me she wants me to be her domme and I can’t even believe it.

FUCK!

I had planned to run today, but he called me at like 10:00 and said get over there, and I know I could have told him no, but I got the feeling it was important. And then he tells me that he’s got Laura coming over at 2:30 and he wants me to get all ready for her, only I don’t know what he’s talking about.

And then he made me take an enema like, three times!!!!! It was soooooo skanky horrible! I couldn’t stand the smell when all of that liquid and shit came out of me!!!! It was horrible, and it hurt so bad the first time. FUCK it hurt so bad, like I’d eaten something awful and my guts were trying to get rid of everything.

He told me what he expected and I knew I could have ducked out and could have just gone home, but he’s got these plans for me, and I just knew it would only get worse, so he had me get on all fours in the bathtub and shoved a slimy tube up inside my rectum and drained a ton of water into me, only I think it must have had something else in it, because in a few minutes I felt like my entire insides were bubbling. He left me alone and I had to wait like 15 minutes but I couldn’t take it anymore and I almost didn’t make it to the toilet and it was soooo horrible—like when I got really sick from the stomach flu. Why would people want to do that to themselves??? I thought I’d gotten it all out, but when I went out to see him, I had to run back like three times before I felt like everything was out.

And then I almost really puked when he told me I had to do it two more times because Laura was going to be sticking her tongue up my asshole!!!!! I knewhe was going to fuck with my asshole. I knew it!! My stomach is cramping and it feels like I’m taking a shit all the time, and I just know it’s leaking but when I check everything is dry. My pussy (fuck I am starting to lovecalling my vag that and just a few weeks ago I thought it was so gross. Like a little kitten or something and when I look down and see my pussy strip all long and the new hair just coming in it looks kinda like baby fur. OH God everything is making me so juicy!) Just feeling the thing in me right now it’s making it hard not to cum!!!! I’m so fucked up. I wish CS would get back to me but she’s been offline like forever!!!

So, as if the first enema wasn’t horrible enough he brought out a beautiful wood box with these black leather things in them. They were too small to be dildos, although the largest one could have been one, but they were the wrong shape, cones with an indentation at one end. And then he told me I’d be wearing them up my butt for the rest of the summer and I almost lost it but he was totally serious and made me put the smallest one in, with a totally gross condom and it slimed into me and it just stuck in there cuz my asshole grabbed around the indentation. And it’s in there now and I just got up and bent over to look in the mirror to see if it’s really not leaking, and it was a little shiny around the edges but it’s totally dry. I’m never going to be able to deal with this in school! All week!!!?

So, he makes me walk around the house with it up my butt and the dildo in my pussy and it actually hurt a little when I bent over, but sitting down was okay. Gross. Really gross, but okay. And then he told me to go do the second enema, only he made me show him I could do it without any help, and I felt so embarrassed. Like, I’d been totally naked with him for weeks, and done so much shit I’d never imagined doing, but when he made me put the enema bag together and push the tube inside me, I just felt so exposed…and…naked!?…and…cheap.

And I thought this is terrible and what have I gotten myself into and I’ve got to stop, but the worst of it was that I was sopping wet from it. I’m such a disgusting cunt slut. I wanted to have that second enema, even though I wouldn’t let him know that, ever. But it turned me on so much and it wasn’t as bad the second time or the third, cuz all the time I was thinking that I was going to be shoving my asshole onto Laura’s face. And as disgusting as it sounded, I’m sooooo cool with it now. She’s going to be doing bağcılar escort it all week and she said she wanted me to be her domme so ‘be careful what you wish for!’

And if being his cum slut cunt meant I had to shove tubes and leather cones up my asshole, I didn’t really ever expect that, and then, after the second enema, he made me talk about what I was thinking about Laura and I got all embarrassed again, because he really stripped me. Of everything. I couldn’t hide any part of my body now, but he turned up the psyche-out shit today and I told him all about Laura and what I wanted to do to her and he just smiled and kept pushing me and it was all I could do to not even mention CS, but she was totally on my mind the whole time.

And I realized he still didn’t know about her, and I wasn’t going to tell him until he asked the right questions. But then he kept trying to make me cum and I don’t want to be punished even though I know he’s just edging me but I can’t help it and I get so close to cumming even just writing this, cuz the dildo and the butt plug are pushing against each other and I can’t stop thinking about them.

And I’m sitting kneeling in Camel in his living room, just telling him everything I want him to do to Laura and what I want her to do to me, and I have to run to the bathroom again and it was sooooo gross, pulling the plug out and barely getting to the toilet and then having to put a fresh condom on it and pushing it back into me. Sooooo gross but why does it turn me on so much???? And he told me to look it up, so I did, and everything said I shouldn’t keep it in longer than 30 minutes at a time. So I’ve put it in and taken it out like 3 times already today and I don’t know how I’ll ever get used to it.

And then he started telling me again that I would have to help him get Laura ready for next weekend, and like he’s said it a million times, and I knew I couldn’t ask, but all I could think of was how I was going to totally be on top with her this week if she wanted to be ready, but I had no idea what she needed to be ready for!!!!

So he started telling me about Mac, his buddy, and how he’d be talking about the money and how Gramma’s money is nothing compared to what his buddy is going to promise me and that the movies were just the beginning, and that the real money was in being a full-fledged prostitute, but he wasn’t telling it to me to fuck with me, cuz I could tell he really cares about me. But I just couldn’t stop crying because I knew I was trapped and had to do whatever he told me, cuz he still had Gramma’s money hanging over my head. But then I couldn’t stop thinking about what it would be like to be an escort and having guys cum in my mouth and on my face and letting them do whatever they wanted with me, and I shivered and got a little cramped and it’s so fucking confusing!!!

And he kept going on and on about the money and how much of a slut I already was and I finally couldn’t take it anymore and I just lost it and started screaming at him and even when I was shouting I knew it wasn’t going to be a good thing, that he’d probably punish me like I’d never been punished before but I just let it go, and if he had said another word I probably would have grabbed him by the neck and strangled him. I was soooo MAD!!! My heart is racing again, just thinking about it. I don’t remember ever being that mad before! And then I stopped and I just started crying and I knew he was going to spank me or pinch my nipples or something and I just kept crying and crying.

But he didn’t do anything like that. It was so confusing. He just made me present naked except for the fucking dildo and I don’t know what’s worse, actually, his punishing me or just standing, hands behind my head and he told me it was okay to scream at him, because he was my coach, but that he couldn’t tell me what to do after the summer, or with his buddy Mac, but that it was probably a lot of money. A lot more than Gramma’s.

And then I had to run to the bathroom again!!!! But when I came back he made me do the third enema, only this time he’d cooked it up on the stove, and made me take the enema right in the kitchen! I just dropped to all fours and did it, even though I was screaming in my head that I was a complete idiot, but then it felt so weird to expose myself to him and be so naked. But then I thought how stupid is that? I’ve been exposing myself to him for weeks, and I’d just done it in the bathroom and what the fuck? But it was different doing it in the kitchen, with the bag hanging off a hook and him just staring at me and that fucking camera going the whole time. I could tell it was turning him on to watch me, and I love that feeling. FUCK! I’m so such a slut!!!!

It wasn’t very much this time and after the bag had emptied he made me walk around with it, and I could feel it sliming out of me, dripping down the inside of my cheeks and it was so awful. But he did bahçelievler escort tell me something that I have to check with CS about. He said that cornstarch and water smells like a guy’s cum, and I can have that smell on me anytime I want. Which is so totally cool!!! And that’s the smell I was thinking of with Jeffrey!!! And just thinking about how long ago that was only it wasn’t so long ago at all and how much I’ve changed and how much more I know and who I am and what I’m doing. I’m feeling sad just thinking what he’s taken from me and all the plans and shit I had with Greg and I’m not a virgin anymore and I’m crying and I have to stop.

10:30PM

I had to go downstairs and get away from my room but I was scared I’d see my mom and that she’d know something was up and of course she saw I’d been crying and I had to lie about it and tell her it was just some stupid facebook thing and she knew I wasn’t telling her the truth but she just shut up and hugged me and I was soooo sure she could smell me and it grossed me out, but I just kept my legs tight together.

So, Sir wants to talk about what we’re going to do with Laura, like he’s working through a rehearsal for a film, and like I’m such an idiot cuz that’s when I realized that’s what he does and he’s been doing to me the whole time!!! He’s like walking through all of the steps in advance. No wonder I can’t figure out what’s going on most of the time. He’s already ahead of me before I even walk in the door. But anyway, it’s almost time for Laura to get there and I had to go upstairs and just wait for the enema to be ‘reabsorbed’ or some shit and I was just lying down feeling it bubbling around and I wasn’t so sure it would really do that.

And he told me I had to put the butt plug back in only this time with some oil on it and it was sooo much slipperier and I was sure the enema was going to explode out of me, but I spread my legs over the toilet like I sometimes do in a public restroom and squatted to get the plug in and it was sooo slippery I thought I might drop it in the toilet. But when I pushed the tip into my asshole I just had to let it out, only this time just a little amount came out and I looked at it in the bowl and it was cloudy and white and not brown at all and it felt a little thicker. So maybe Sir knows about this shit.

Anyway I get dressed and wait for her to come and then he wanted me come down and strip like I did that all the time, which isn’t true, cuz except for the last couple of times I don’t strip for him and it feels different when I do, but I don’t think he even thinks about that. But it feels like I’m more of a slut when I strip in front of him and I get all juicy from it and it’s different when I just come downstairs naked. I’m so fucked up!!!!

And I could hear when she arrived and then it got quiet and then she screamed ‘YES SIR!’ and I got a little worried, and then it got quiet again and then the dildo just jammed on and I gave a little scream and looked at my phone and I had to get down there or it would just get more intense, so I practically ran down the stairs and when I got into the room I could tell they were talking about safe words and I smiled a little because it all got so real for me just then, and I could just see her on her knees doing what I wanted all week and the whole thing just felt soooo much better.

And while I was stripped and in Camel in front of them, I could tell he was planning on punishing me after all, not for screaming at him, but for telling Laura about him in the first place and my nipples are still sooooo sore and I’m soooo wet and I just can’t get comfortable.

And then he fucking spanked me. In front of her because I’d told her about him and me! But that’s exactly what he wanted and I was crying, not because it hurt so much but because I was feeling so angry at him for being such a fucking dickhead. But I knew CS would just shake her head at me if she heard me saying that, and he’d already told me he didn’t care because he had me with Gramma’s money and I was just so unhappy. But then he made me turn over, and I knew he was going to make me beg him to pinch my nipples and they were still hurting but I didn’t want to do it in front of Laura. Fuck. They still hurt so much, but it was worth it, cuz she got to see what he could do to me and now she knows what I might do to her.

And then he let me do something to her. On my own. I led her through a yoga series, and I made moves I knew were going to be tough for her, and I watched her breasts bouncing and when she winced I knew that hurt, and that made me feel so much more powerful. And he didn’t even notice, I’m certain, cuz he was just taping us: two naked little girls in his living room doing yoga. But watching her strain and trying to catch her breath and watching her face looking at me, I knew she knew I was on top and I got so hot thinking about what I would do this week.

And şirinevler escort then he made her suck the shit out of my asshole, only there wasn’t any real shit anymore, and I was sooooo grossed out but then I felt like so pissed at her for even being there and I just shouted at her to suck the juices out of my ass and I pushed as hard as I could on her mouth and made sure to push anything that was in my ass out into her mouth even though it felt so great, not just her tongue, which was weird having her shove her tongue into my asshole, but having control over her, and shouting at her to do it deeper and harder and it felt so powerful and so fucking on top. That made me sooooo much wetter than the feeling of her tongue. on my pussy and then he made her suck the Slut Trainer® which he’d been turning on and off and I was soooooo close to cumming but he wasn’t going to let me.

And the best was when he let me suck him off and taste his cum. And I could tell she was disappointed that he let me suck him. Like I know it’s only been a few days, but I can’t stop thinking about how he tastes and I would drink it every morning if he’d let me. I just ran downstairs to find some cornstarch. I can’t believe how horny it makes me smelling it on my lip!!!

We left together and walked over here. My folks had already left, so it was cool. And when we got here, we both started freaking out and talking and we couldn’t believe what he’d made us do, and I was shivering, a lot, and she was crying, and I kept saying she could back out if she needed to, cuz he wouldn’t really do put those videos up, but she kept crying and saying he probably would and she finally stopped and she whispered how turned on it made her and did that make her a horrible pervert?

And I just hugged her and told her I felt the same way. That he was making me into a slut and that he had just as much hanging over my head and how fucked up I was that I was turned on. And she asked me if I was totally turned on right then and I nodded, looking down, knowing what she wanted.

“I can’t believe he made me drink that shit and eat your asshole, Robbie! And that he expects us to do it every day!” But I looked at her and saw she was totally turned on by it.

“We need to practice. So it won’t feel so weird.” I say it really quietly cuz I don’t want her to say no and I don’t want her to say yes. And I liked being on top and I want to start being on top all the time, like right away and I don’t know when my parents are going to be home, but fuuuuckkk.

“Ewww, fuck. No.” She said. “Nooo! Like I can’t believe we’re going to have to do that again at all, and all week? I’m so grossed out by it…but…”

I didn’t know where she was going or what she was thinking but I knew she had something in mind cuz she said we should go upstairs and talk about it up there in case my parents came home. And my room isn’t anything like hers, but I really needed to be showing her I was in control. There’s no place to sit, so when we got up here she just started looking around and finally sat on the bed and looked at me and we both just started laughing so hard. FUCK. What the fuck was going on? We laughed so hard I had to pee, and when I came back, she was standing in my bedroom, naked, presenting herself to me like I was Sir and I stopped and looked at her and I shook my head cuz that’s exactly what I wanted and I thought how could she know???

“I can’t fucking believe how hot you looked stretched over his lap with his fingers on your nipples.” I think that’s what she said but I can’t really remember cuz I just walked over to the bed and sat down and looked at her. “I want you to do that to me. Like you did me the other night Robbie. I know I’m not ready for him. But like he said, you’ve had a few months’ practice and”

And I don’t know what else she was saying cuz she started crying and I just stared at her and knew I wanted her to be my cunt slave and I had no idea how to even make that happen cuz I hadn’t been really paying attention to whatever Sir had been doing but I could feel how wet it was making me, and then I remembered he could see us and I freaked out, only I didn’t want to freak her out and I didn’t want to make it worse but I really needed to take control.

It was so fucking hot seeing her standing naked in my bedroom and knowing she would do whatever I asked told her to do. I started laughing which she got really upset about, but I came up to her and rubbed her back and whispered in her ear she had to follow along and she started laughing and we left my room.

As soon as we were in the hall, I shut the door and I told her to shut the fuck up if she wanted to be my cunt slave and she looked at me and knelt down with her hands behind her neck. I was listening to hear if Mom and Dad were opening the door or something cuz I thought I’d heard something, and I told her to stay where she was and I went to the front bedroom to see if their car was in the driveway.

FUCK! Laura looked like she was losing it but she was so hot and all the shit I’d been feeling at her house came rushing back and I knew Sir was planning something huge for the weekend and I really really wanted to see her get dominated and I wanted to do some of that shit and I knew she was falling for me and it all just feels really fucked up.

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